Whispers (Volume 3)


What kind of stories are contained in Silent Voices, Volume 3? Here is an excerpt from a section of the book called "Whispers":

Tod Goldberg — “Living Room”
You never get used to people disappearing. It’s not the lack of closure precisely, but the sense that perhaps you’ve played a role you weren’t aware of initially. With Joanne and the kids, the signs were there: the packing, the airline tickets to Hawaii, Australia and Burma purchased on my credit card, the strange way Joanne kept telling me to stay the fuck away from her or she’d call the police, the way she called the police, the way she and her three kids (I’m almost certain there were three of them now — I’ve counted the bedrooms and it makes sense) were here one night and then that next morning they weren’t.

Ed Vega — "Tenants in Common"
He remembers watching Stacy come and go for the five months since she moved in.  The pop of her door.  An overture.  An appetizer.  Must have set off chemicals in his brain.  Then she comes out.  Mornings, between the initial pop and her appearance, he imagines Stacy dressing, drinking her cup of ambition, the whole waking-up-ritual.  Then she leaves. 

Murray Dunlap — “NightSwimming: A Song for Andrew”
But back to your point about metanarrative fiction.  If the writer wants to tell the story of a friend’s death, for example, and is not able to do it on his own because he has created a mental break from the death and therefore seeks therapy as a means to getting at the truth, isn’t it more honest to include the psychiatrist in the story?  Metanarrative or not, it’s more honest.

 

Peter A. Balaskas — “Duet”

“You will follow my lead,” he muttered. “You shall do as I say.” But after twenty life-draining minutes, he sighed in defeat, slumped in his dining room chair, and lowered his head in shame, right in front of his mortal enemy: an old Remington typewriter that was passed down by his paternal grandfather.

 

Joel Levin — “Collapse”
Staring at my putty-puss, as I’d nicknamed it, I remembered how, as a kid just stepping into adolescence, I used to agonize over my looks, questioning my ability to attract friends in general and women in particular. Quite a burden to place upon a face! Maybe my face was now making me pay the price for having demanded too much of it, or, for that matter, maybe it was getting back at me for not giving it the same attention anymore. Could a face acquire an ego of its own? Or become a tyrant?  

 

Philip DeRise — “Invisible Tunnels” (Contest Winner)
Kahn’s entire empire was in view from the panorama cityscape his office windows afforded him. He could see from the farthest reaches east and south harbor to the northern-most wooded peninsula. With his finger, he could trace a thousand miles of track hidden beneath the grid of city streets.      

 

Pete Duval — “A excerpt from The Libertarian”
Over on the desk the drawing he’d made—he had not forgotten it. There was always something sad about leaving a motel room. He took in the dingy carpet and the chipped edges of the furniture. Everything was still or settling into stillness. If time was an illusion, as he had often suspected, then he’d always be here. Forever, no matter where he went. In this motel room trying to draw the impossible.  

 

B.L. Pawelek — “One With Nature”
Mida Point was a twenty-minute drive north along the western coast of the island.  John figured it may take a bit longer since he couldn’t see too well down the Okinawan streets as the storm littered them with palm tree branches and other plant life.  As he made his way, John rolled down his window at times to peer over the seawall.  The waves looked huge and rolling.  Mida should be awesome.  

 

Travis Sentell — “Keeping Count”
The quarry had been a steady source of income for the two of them. Every perfect rock, another dollar in the bank. They built their lives rock by rock, until they had sold off the last of them and the pits closed down. The echo was a daily reminder of what had been there. An echo of security lost. And sometimes, a mocking echo of the voice Ros was sure she used to speak with. In different days.  

 

Brent Robison — “A Confession of Love and Emptiness”
My hand that writes this is a moving shape full of space, like the Styrofoam cup, an illusion, and the perfect hand-shaped space that exists there, moving, without the gray burden of flesh and bone, without the clutter of cells and molecules, without the dirt of sub-atomic particles—that living invisible fire of perfect open space that is the soul of my moving hand, that is what writes here, writes truth here, writes unutterable names of things that never were, writes them in invisible ink on an insubstantial page, a page so blank it is merely the thought of a page.

 

Marlon James — “War in Babylon”
Poor people would use gun right if the gun was they own. Me warn you bout gun, you stupid child. Me warn you that Kingston gun don’t squirt water when they pull the trigger. But you was always a stubborn girl. You ears was always tough. There was a time when that was the thing me did like bout you. But that blessing curse you as soon as you step off the El Paso Number One bus that Friday morning in 1976 when you come to town with nothing but your mother suitcase that she use to send the winter clothes.  

 

Peter Balaskas
Managing Editor
Ex Machina Press, LLC.

 

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